Oceans Of Emotions

by SE Frank

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1.	A Coward 02:40	lyrics	download
This mind is telling me you're so alone In a clustered home Waiting to hit the open road But I'm nowhere near Defeat keeps me here While the heavy music is always telling me to persevere Eyes closed wishing the world would disappear Only for a minute No one will interfere But nothing ever turns out like you plan You're still a nobody with empty hands Now I'm placing the blame on another While my old man is paying for the warm covers So why do I suffer With love of a mother I'm miles always to be dying of hunger Shit I'm only 21 young Just realizing now what I can become Not the kid that you call the golden son But the one that will never hold his toung (Chorus) I can't admit defeat I toss and turn every single night Because these sheets don't make everything alright Discontent and regret fill my mind This misery is giving me a reason to hide Is this a broken record? I've given up the effort To please the public but I am not the oppressor The bottle in the dresser Won't solve anything Few may fall to the crutch but many won't sink Yeah I'll speak every word so carefully Because they need to understand they won't care for me I never said much I never meant much Always had trouble keeping my head up Looking for the exit in this dark room I'm the lone wolf never howling at the moon Just staring at the view Waiting to turn around And leave this city before I drown (Chorus) I can't admit defeat Rise up (4x) Cause arms can hold (Rise up) Cause no home can warm (Rise up) I never felt so cold (Rise up) I never felt so alone (Rise up)
2.	Fading 01:18	lyrics	download
("I'm losing sleep, I'm losing friends, I got a love/hate:love with the city I'm in, I've count the hours having. Just one wish, if I'm doing fine there's no point to this") Yeah Let me spit a quick verse Cause I'm cursed Spilling my guts to deaf ears And it's getting worse I don't want to rehearse these dark twisted emotion s People staring at an image but they can't seem to stay focused I wrote this at night With no one in sight It's my spoken literature that I hold on tight Never letting go Like I'm hanging from a rop Cause I know there's nothing but wretchedness down below So before another show I need to prepare myself More of that honest music and merchandise to sell? I think I'm doing well Compared to many others A warm bed to go to sleep to with the blue covers Now I'm street prowling Never ballin' Fuck wearing 2 chains, drinking Rosé, and all that shit talking Damn I'm staling Cause I know I ain't ready 7 months without recording And my hands are getting sweaty Cause these words are heavy More than 160 My weight is less than the burden of leaving this city Let me sink or swim another day Cause you already now that I'm fading away
3.	Let the Music ft. Rez 03:05	lyrics	download
yeah I know I ain't like many others I sit around at home hiding under these covers staring at the blank walls with no colors these isn't a room for a man to find his lover just an escape from this place another face I can't the same conversation every day I need a change and I think music gives me that cause it doesn't start to laugh or stab me in the back I react with these songs never a fist cause I will never step down to their bullshit now I'll admit sometimes I can be a mess And I'm not like the rest Always trying to be the best Now they say I'm blessed But I don't see it Rhyming many curse words I don't believe it The demons in my head always seem to yell Cause I'm stuck in my own personal hell (Chorus) Arise my soul and sing Let me breath now Arise my soul and sing Let me be now
4.	Metal Wires 01:57	lyrics	download
So many words I've left unsaid This weight of regret Is to heavy to carry in this head So I try to go to bed But I can't sleep Now this meaningless stress is what slowly fucking killing me Now believe that I try to be unselfish By this generosity has left me feeling helpless Hopeless of never leaving this place I call home If I stay any longer I'll never grow on my own It's my comfort zone But I got to stray Because I already know that I'm fading away (And I'm the one to blame) Metal wires in my mouth doesn't seem to ease the struggle These words are distorted so now I'm hiding under Head kept low I'm I another quiet motherfucker A torn up book always being judged by the cover I didn't suffer I had it alright My parents had the trouble while I waste my life I didn't suffer I had it alright My parents had the trouble while I waste my life I'm responsible so I'll take the blame Next time I'll give it a chance No regrets no shame Don't feel the terror from an error Learn from mistakes And never say never Cause there's no time for a break So disengage the shit that gives us harm I just want to get on the stage soon and perform Leave the norm And drive off into the storm The gig life that'll give me excite Even when I'm beat and sore I'll ignore the pain Mind over matter One step at a time You're barely climbing the ladder Cause I know I rather be making a difference and memories Than try to make my pockets fatter and more enemies Now jealousy is plaguing my fucking mind So I must move on and leave it all behind There's no time to rest When you're trying to leave the nest So I'll let that pressure build up on my chest Pile up the stress if I can take it Deep words on a page never felt so weightless I've become jaded Leaving it all in the open Bent by not broken In the ocean of emotions
5.	Oceans of Emotions 01:06	lyrics	download
Sink Swim Lose Win
6.	Discontent ft. Jasmine G 03:24	lyrics	download
I'm so far from the person I aspire to be I know it's going to be a long journey A rollercoaster life going up and down Now I say am I living and learning? I'm burning with a desire to grow So I get in my zone when I'm trying to flow Only rhyming about what I know I don't roll or throw bills at girls on a pole But this is what I do I go to work and I go to school You see I'm not a fool looking for trouble But I might say the wrong thing and start to mumble You would say my life is kind of dull On a Friday night I'm not the party animal Stuck at work listening to J Cole After I serve some residents ice cream in a bowl Why do they treat me so cold? Now is that what happens when you get old? Man I just don't know I don't plan on going past 64 Will I mature and be fateful Or will I grow up and be hateful Man I rather just die Than be in pain the rest of my life (Chorus) Are you happy With who you are? I'm discontent Are you happy With where you are? I'm discontent Nah I'm not content Sometimes I feel like I'd be better off dead I can't pretend That I'd be satisfied with it all in the end Now I'm speaking from the shadows Trapped in this cell Help by these shackles For no reason I spawn these demons Searching for the road that I'll soon be leaving Still grieving because I'm always here Hoping for a change this time next year I'm confined by these fears The image of a better tomorrow ain't clear But I can not linger I have to take a shot and pull the trigger Cause my mind is losing sight of the picture I can either beautify or disfigure Can't point the finger at anyone It's my problem but can I get it done I need some sun cause I feel the pressure It keeps increasing and I don't want to measure (Chorus) Are you happy With who you are? I'm discontent Are you happy With where you are? I'm discontent